Monday, January 15

In the spirit of a new prosperous year...







saya nk menulis dalam bahasa melayu dan inggeris untuk semua blog-blog saya. Saya tidak mengambil masa yang lama untuk menyedari akan kepentingan bahasa Malaysia sendiri sebagai bahasa pengantaraan cuma kadang-kadang tu terlupa pula untuk menghargai pemberian tuhan kepada bangsa saya ini. GO MALAYSIA! SELAMAT MENYAMBUT TAHUN KEMERDEKAAN KE-50! SEMOGA CEMERLANG DALAM MISI TAHUN MELAWAT MALAYSIA 2007! AMIN

Friday, December 29

why cant it be like the younger days?







where what concerns us are the people and not the papers, when what touches are not the materials but the sincerity of the giver. Actually people are changing from bad to worse but still thinks that what they are doing are for 'good', u know like the weapon of mass destruction mission (operation:fucked up big time) conduct by the wealthiest but still not concretely proven brightest nation on earth.
when a boy evolves to a teenager, he will start to see the world in a more mature view and he will start to think about others frequently. If you ask a teenager what did she want for life then she would say that she wanted love, affection, attention, popularity and so on but when you ask an adult they will say 'world peace', a world free of racist biased, poverty, etc. but you know that they dont mean it because what goes on inside their head around the clock is 'money', the new force, the man-made religion that is about to whack Xenu's spot at the top of the popularity chart of the ridiculous form that people actually worshipped (i swear Tom cruise is gonna go crazzy). Some says that when you have money you own the world - which is kinda true. People becomes powerful with money and this explain why we're all so crazy for it in this materialistic world and this trend really puts an impact towards the society. People started to question the meaning of life, the purpose of our existence then they commit suicide thinking that after dying their questions will be answered - oh you think ur so wise ah to cut urself but not that wise to think that you cant turn back time ah?-he..
Im a fan of DeathNote simply because it presents the society precisely. Raito earlier intention of using the DT was to stop crimes and put the criminals to justice. As a teenager he thinks that the idea of the world in peace can actually be achieved and there will be no more suffering in this world if he uses the DT appropriately but when the DT reaches a group of adults they begin to use the DT to gain more profit for their organization and eliminate their enemies. The selfish brats then unintentionally help Raito to get rid of Ryuuzaki L, my fav character, my love, the one and only (damn you Raito!! )
Isnt it weird that when we grow up, when we have learned of what is wrong and right and when we know how to identify them, we also seldomly uses them. where we adopt common sense and relativity and when we are also alerted from past experiences either from others or us, the level where maturity is measured, makes us less human. Even when we are considered as adults do we still act like nasty savages chasing after the blind shadow that turn us into monsters. So different are we when we were younger. we believe that world peace can be achieved because we want it. we want to see smiles and happiness sparkling through peoples faces, such intentions later neglected when we became adults.






what raise me up

Artist: Hilary Duff
Song: Someone's Watching Over Me
Album: Hilary Duff

Found myself today
Oh I found myself and ran away
Something pulled me back
The voice of reason I forgot I had
All I know is just you're not here to say
What you always used to say
But it's written in the sky tonight

So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me

Seen that ray of light
And it's shining on my destiny
Shining all the time
And I wont be afraid
To follow everywhere it's taking me
All I know is yesterday is gone
And right now I belong
To this moment to my dreams

So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me

It doesn't matter what people say
And it doesn't matter how long it takes
Believe in yourself and you'll fly high
And it only matters how true you are
Be true to yoursef and follow your heart

So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe

That I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even when it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
That someone's watching over
Someone's watching over
Someone's watching over me

Someone's watching over me

I have always judge and see the world through my own concept or views that is different than most people. First, because i will always have arguments or debates with almost everyone i meet because our opinions on things differ and second, to me everyone is unique in a sense that the way we evaluate things and make decisions for ourselves is very personal that in my thoughts everybody should have their own blog to express themselves. I think that everybody is entittled to their own opinion whether the opinion is wrong or right is not on our hand to decide except God but people tend to forget that fact, too often. Well i guess people just dont learn from the past. To me, my life is a never ending movie where my eyes work as the camera and my mind and soul are the directors while my body is the premise of the movie. I tend to look at life this way. What's your way of looking at life? i heard of people who resembles their life with a bottle of ketchup. Hey, like i said. Different views- thats what makes us unique right.
This song from Hilary Duff (soo not a fan) is great song with powerful lyrics. I am an optimistic person but heck, im a Person - so i tend to make mistakes and lots of them by the way, and sometimes these mistakes effects me. I have dreams. I keep targets. I set up a line for myself to the destination i long for and sometimes i tend to run away from the line or i will stop running and start to walk or fall at times and this type of songs are one of the alternatives that i use to keep me going strong. what are the songs that raise others up? I guess we can get to know more about a person if we know what lifts them up and what pushes them down.